::sigh::

Tonight does not feel like a good night to be alone. As I look through my phone, I want to just talk to someone. I wish I were close enough to someone, preferably a girl, to be able to take them to the river with me without having to worry about any "attractiveness" that might happen there. One of the only people I feel I could do that with is engaged and pretty busy planning her wedding right now.

In a period of 30 minutes, I went from being happy to complete MGS3 to feeling very alone tonight. Not a good sign. Prayer time...3:10 a.m.